Alter Ego.

Dictionary says :
– noun
1.a second self; a perfect substitute or deputy: His adviser acts as his alter ego during his absence.
2.an inseparable friend.
3.another aspect of one's self.

Lisa says :
Nothing is ever fair nowadays. You try your hardest to keep yourself at pace, and keep up with others so they would feel happy with you. You try to avoid any sorrowful events. But, is there anyone who would actually return the favor? What if you happens to feel lonely and sad? Is there anyone out there who care that much to lend you their shoulder? If you are busy taking care of others, who would take care of your feelings? Keep it away? For how much longer?
I've been a little too nice. Too fucking nice for my own good. Too good that I've been taken for granted. Look at the word today, you can't be too nice without getting yourself fucked up along the way. If I voice out my opinions and feelings, I end up getting double frustrations of denials. Either way, I ended hurting myself that much harder.
Now tell me, what the hell am I suppose to do? Hurt myself to death?

No, I write it all down.