Tuesday, October 13, 2009

said they had a scheme, but nobody believed her.

Nowhere to run.

Home.
So called home "sweet" home. The screaming. The pressure. The need to ignore all abnormalities in life sucks plainly. Lesser love, as it is far more than obvious. Cry much to relax.

College.
Pressure of studying. Pressure by peers. Need to cope up real quick with the studies before finals that is oh-so very near now. Cry much to relax.

Boyfriend.
There will always be little fights along the way. Trying hard not to hurt his feelings. Trying hard coping up with the balancing rules. Trying hard to be the girl he wants, the girl he expects this girl to be. Trying hard to run away from others so he won't ever have to feel insecure of having me. Cry much to relax.

Best friend.
Problems with her on-and-off boyfriend. He wants her to get rid of her life. Totally unfair. Strictly unfair. Plain unfair. Pity her much. Couldn't help her much. Trying to be there for her as much as possible. Forever will hold on to the friendship we cherished.

Life.
Sucks. Kills. At least she's surviving the whirlpool problems for now. She's scared she might lose control and lost the battle of surviving. She needs a shoulder to cry on, a hand to hold, an ear to listen, a mouth to advice and a heart to help. OH how she wishes ...

Love,
Ell.

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