i love you ♥

Twenty Eight Months

I love you Syafique

i love you ♥

Twenty Seven Months

I love you Syafique

i love you ♥

Twenty Six Months

I love you Syafique

i love you ♥

Twenty Five Months

I love you Syafique

steamboater.

Heyy. :)

Yesterday I went to Red Wok for breakfast. I joined in Boyfriend's group, which kinda makes me an outsider. *Shrugs. But it was fun. :) I had a blast eating with Boyfriend beside me. We ate a lot, I think we ate too much. Well, he said its okay, as long as there are no leftovers, because there is sort of charges for leftovers. At first it was like, unbelievable how much the guys took. MASSIVE. But it seems like the first trip was not enough. :D

Tapi okay la. Best.

Right now, I am blogging because Boyfriend is taking Test 2 for TAX320 and I am left out, alooooneeee. *Moans. I asked his permission to go online and do blog stuff *Wink wink. So, I guess I am posting this because I can, and I am also in the middle of 'renovating' bloggie. BUT, by the time YOU read this, bloggie is already wearing its new look. Takpe la, asalkan puas hati.

Lately kan, I have problems with my throat. :( On the first week of fasting month, I had viral fever that lasted a week. After the fever went by, my selsema left behind. Until now. :( On the other day, I could almost taste the gross of my kahak. Until today. *Sobs. Tak tahu la ngape jadi begini. Haih. So, asyik batuk je la kan.

Nevermind.

Toodles.

my fingers went numb. my brains went dumb.

Yaw.

Okay. That was a lousy starter. But, oh well. Lets begin.

HELLO AGAIN. I've got spidey webs all over my blog since I haven't dropped by in months. Sorry deary bloggie. I'm sorry readers (if there are any, actually. I have my doubts. Hah.)

So, what happened?? Been busy. You know. Same 'ol same 'ol busy wuzzy life. Studies are much harder in final semesters, tonnes of assignments, presentations. Like, are they trying to kill us or what?

AND, I gained weight. :( Gemok da. Actually, I am already fat, but getting fatter. I just love food, enjoy eating so much I just can't stop. Subhannallah. Boyfriend pun makin kurang sayang kan? :( Eh tak, joking. EH, by the way, Happy Puasa. Did you guys missed any? What are your cravings this fasting month? I am so craving Sup Soto that I eat every other day with Boyfriend (he ate something else... sombong dengan soto) or Sambal Terong and Tempe. Yum yum. Uhhhh. Control your cravings people. Kalau tak nanti gemok, tak cantik.

BY THE WAY, we as in me and Boyfriend just celebrated our 2 years anniversary. Hehe. I still remember those days where I had major crush on him, my every posts being all about him. LOL. Ain't I cheesy? I guess you get cheesy when you're in love. :) We had a lovely day just the two of us that day. (Walaupun hari kolej...) Happy saje. Then, blush blush sama-sama mengenangkan zaman awal bercinta dulu. *Guffaw.

Like, those late night calls. Or when he calls my name in class, and I would just turn around and grin like a little girl.

SAYANG, remember discrimination? :) <------ Inside joke.

Also, I chopped my hair off, like 10 inches of them. :( Though I kinda feel so sad since I am so attached to my long rapunzel hair, I love my new look. 

Comel kan Boyfriend kat belakang? :D

Tu je kott. Nanti tak sibuk and Boyfriend kasi pinjam lappy update lagi.

So long.

there's a fire, starting in my heart.

This sucks, okay?

Who do you think you are? Thinking that you could just, uh, drop by and say hi? Like, whatever man.

Things, or even life do not work that easy. We work to get some things in life, and we just don't go leaving things hanging around and hope to be back and continue what was left over. It just don't work that way. Don't go around poking other people's life around, messing things up, more that what you already had. Ruining everything. Relationships that are built strong could just fall apart just because you go and mess with people, hoping to just slip in and continue life as it was.

You don't deserve that kind of credit. who would want to credit their agony to you? I mean, that's just feeding your ego, and I am no ego-feeder. 

So, just fuck away. We don't need you presence. We don't need your intervention.

I hate you.

I loathe you.

I don't give a damn about you.

PS: The ex 'dropped by' unexpectedly to the doorstep of my polished life. Sheesh.

i love you ♥

Twenty Four Months

I love you Syafique

i love you ♥

Twenty Three Months

I love you Syafique

i love you ♥

Twenty Two Months

I love you Syafique

i love you ♥

Twenty One Months

I love you Syafique

i love you ♥

Twenty Months

I love you Syafique

of eye candies and mind bogglers.

I watched two movies in the past two weeks, Rango and Beastly.

I have waited for Beastly all my life, literally, or since I read how Vanessa Hudgens was in the movie. I missed one of her movies, Bandslam. It was rather devastating, but I moved on.

I enjoyed it enormously but it was a rather a disappointment. Just because I read the book. *Sighs. I could not resist imagining the story line, the characters while I read it, but it doesn't match up to my expectations. I was not expecting another typical teen flick.

I have got to remind myself : Do not read the novel before watching the movie.

But that's just who I am, I am more a reading-in-the-corner person than watching a movie person. Not that I don't enjoy movies, I certainly do. Its just that novels let me read the mind of the characters, and listen to their hearts desire. Movies, for me are eye candies, that gives my mind how to picture the moment in some scene.

It was like Harry Potter. I so enjoyed the books that I thought I'd enjoyed the movie. I did, only for the first three installments.

AND so was Twilight Saga. I read all four, and was quite a dissappointment with the movie.

RANGO. WAS. AWESOME.

I can't remember a moment in the movie that I am not laughing. The sarcasm, the jokes. It was oh-so-tummy-aching. :)

As of  now, I am waiting the moments to catch the most highest cost movie in Malaysia, Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa. Tak sabar deh. :)


That's all for today. Talk later, alligators.

i love you ♥

Nineteen Months

I love you Syafique

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Half a nugget.

Can you play Guitar Hero?
I don't even have Guitar Hero.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
It wasn't that late. I was making notes for my Boyfriend and dozed off, just like that.

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
I would love to move in with Syafique. LOL.

Have you ever been kissed under fireworks?
No, I shall have to mention this to Syafique, and make sure this happens. Ehem, Sayang. *Wink wink.

When was the last time you cried really hard?
Not too long ago. I don't even remember what it was about.

What items could you not go without during the day?
Syafique~

How do you feel about your life right now?
Mostly content in the sense that I am enjoying my love life and love where I am.

What song is stuck in your head?
Fireworks by Katy Perry.

Someone knocks on your window at 2:00 a.m. Who do you want it to be?
Syafique. :D

Do you think too much or too little?
I think I think too much. Hmm, I have to think about that . . .

Where are your feet right now?
Under the table.

Do you believe in fairy tales?
I think fairy tales can have a bit of truth to them, but I don't think they're entirely accurate or believable.

Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?
No, eeww.

Who is the person you can count on the most?
Syafique. :) Tapi Syafique cakap penipu. Ngeh. -___-'

What did you dream last night?
It was weird. Believe me.

Have you ever been in love?
I am now.

Do you sing in the shower?
Err, err. :P

What is your favorite Holiday?
Semester break.

Would you ever get plastic surgery?
No. Never.

Have you ever caught a fish?
No, it was disgusting. They are so slimy.

What is your favorite lunch meat?
Lunch meat? Burger blackpepper. :D

What is your favorite cereal?
Cornflakes.

Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Ma heels ain't got not shoe lace!

What is your favorite ice cream?
Vanilla + Chocolate. Yummy~

What is the first thing you notice about people?
Attitude, like Syafique's :))

What book are you reading now?
I am to finish Malaysian Taxation before finals. :(

What is the farthest you've been from home?
When we go back to Kampung.

How did you meet your spouse?
Microeconomics.

Where was the last place you drove (other than home/school/work)?
I don't ever have driving licence, but illegally I drove Boyfriend's car around my house. Hee.

a bit wee eh?

Heyy. :) You know, I'm in the mood of talking and rambling about my boyfriend. So, if you feel like puking, please, close this window immediately. Having said that, I would like to talk and ramble about my boyfriend, like I said before.

I really love this guy. Yeah, I know it sounds like every typical line a girl would say, but I am really serious. I have never feel like this before, and yes, it sounds . . . typical. Nevertheless, I would like to say that this person is really a dream come true. He's is everything I want, and everything I don't want, in one package, wrapped with a ribbon. The fact that he is, sooooo loving, and lovable makes me love him more, get what I mean? :) Yes? No? Never mind. So, anyway, looking back, it has been a loooong way, and not very easy. We had our ups and downs as well as our perfect moments *giggles*.

I remembered having a deep deep crush on one of my fellow seniors in Microeconomics class. This guy, EhMaGod, just took me by the heart that first notice. :P I liked him so much. Major crush alert! Then, he started noticing me *screams*. He 'teased' me in class, calling out my name repeatedly, making me blush every now and then. Geeeeeeez. One day, he sat next to me in the Student Square area and spoke to me. I swear my heart was gonna burst out any moment and scream at him. Thank god it did not happen. I barely speak back, because I am beyond nervous and excited at the same time. :)

Then, another day, he spoke to me after class, commenting on my Baju Kurung :). I seem like a desperate pathetic stalker right? I know, I am. So, anyway, I ask his phone number (YES people, I stalk him around!!) from one of my Financial Accounting 1 class that very evening, who happens to be one of his, batchmate? Err, yeah, I think so. So, I texted him that day, and we began texting.

One night, he called me for the first time just one week after we started texting. EhMaGod I sound like an unpopular teenage girl getting some attention from the popular guy. He called, I freaked out like maaaaaad but managed to calm myself down and talked to him. I slept with a huge grin. Yayy! We began texting like mad during the holidays, exchanging calls, instant messaging, replying comments. You name it. I am so in love!

One Friday, he called to back off, because 'someone' is ruining his life. OH hell, I cried, to this person I am crushing on.


More, maybe soon?

questionaire...

10 friends you keep in touch with :
1. Boyfie
2. Azza
3. Nina
4. Safinah
5. N/A
6. N/A
7. N/A
8. N/A
9. N/A
10. N/A

9 things you want to do before you die :
1. Get married with the boyfie.
2. Have boyfie's babies (after marriage!) that looks as adorable as he is. :)
3. Have a stable financial plan, for the kids' sake.
4. Own a personalize library. -.-'
5. Go on a yacht, weehuu.
6. Be a better Ell, for my sake, for his sake, for our sake.
7. Fulfill all of his remaining wishes.
8. Just be known as myself.

8 people you see a lot but don't say hi to :
1. Colleagues
2. Strangers
3. Guys
4. Bitch
5. Lecturers
6. Classmates
7. No idea.
8. Effers.

7 People you look up to/respect/admire :
1. Boyfie.
2. Bestie.
3. Vanessa Anne Hudgens.
4. Emma Watson.
5. N/A
6. N/A
7. N/A

6 People you think are attractive but won't tell :
Good one :D HAHA. Syafique is attractive. Rawr.

5 People you think are interesting and want to know better :
1. Vanessa Anne Hudgens.
2. Emma Watson.
3. N/A.
4. N/A
5. N/A

4 People you've kissed (NOT family) :
1. Boyfie :D
2. Besties
3. Johnny
4. BOYFRIEND'S REQUEST = Exes -___-'


3 People you are afraid of/intimidated by :
1. Syafique's Bitches
2. John's Bitches
3. Edd's Bitches
Nuff' said.

2 Things that make you really happy :
1. Spending time with the boyfie.
2. A good book :D

Are you going make changes in your life to be happier?
SURE!!!!

here's a toast, for the ups and downs, and everything in between.

Geez. Nine months. Nine whole months of devoting myself to him. :) Grateful. Truly grateful. I can never gratify how awesome it feels like, to be love by you. So thank you, thanks a bunch, Darlingg for you are my dream that came true. :')

i love you ♥

Eighteen Months

I love you Syafique

i love you ♥

Seventeen Months

I love you Syafique